Well...sometimes I just feel like I must be the dumbest person around. Yesterday I was helping Isaiah hang up a large poster in his room and since I am taller than he is I was reaching up and trying to push in a thumb tack. Not realizing that it would be hurt, I pushed it in. It did hurt. And then my dumb ass decided to push one more in for good measure. ugh. All I can do is shake my head at myself really because after the first one I should have just stopped. The entire rest of the day I was hurting, not terribly, but hurting, and this morning, after a long nights sleep, I thought I would feel fine but I am still sore. Just 30 seconds ago while typing this I received a sharp pain that really hurt. :(
Of course I can’t help but be worried that I injured myself. James thinks I will be fine, he feels like I just stretched and pulled on the incisions and now they are really sore, but everything looks fine still and I didn't hear anything to indicate that stitches may have popped. But I continue to worry anyway and considering that I am continuing to get sharp pains right now it is hard not to.
Why am I so dumb? I mean really have I not learned any lessons at all? It’s so hard to just do nothing at all….I feel so useless and like a burden to everyone. James reassures me that I shouldn't feel that way and that everyone wants to help to make sure I heal up properly this time...but man it’s rough. Planning on relaxing a lot today...maybe just do my Bible study a bunch.
Speaking of the Bible...if you are reading this and you are a praying person please pray for me to have self control, and to be humble, and to ask for help when I need it. I obviously need the extra help and I know that it can only come from God at this point. Thanks!
Read about my life before, during, and after Gastric Bypass surgery.
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
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