Darn Fat Brain!!!

1.23.14 Well….things are looking good.  I am still maintaining a steady weight of 150 pounds.   Which I know is what the doctors want and say is a good weight but man oh man is it hard to not want to be lower since I have seen a lower number before.  I would just like to see it say at least 145 again...but I am trying to be content and happy with 150.  It’s really a lot harder than you would think.  My fat girl brain is still there and is constantly trying to tell me that I need to get back down to that weight.  Fixing my brain is proving to be very difficult.  

My breasts are still healing well...I have been experiencing some sharp random pains that last 10-20 seconds just for the last couple days in my right breast right behind the nipple area, but I am assuming that is normal and all part of healing up.  If it continues on though I will mention it when I have my appt on the 8th of February.  I can lay on my side though again since this procedure and that is a welcomed thing since I really don’t like laying on my back.   I am however beginning to wonder if I will ever be able to sleep on my stomach again.  I miss it so so much and every time I even attempt it, it is very uncomfortable.  I know it will only be a year since this was all done next month and so I shouldn't rush it but damn I really do miss it...and it’s the way I sleep the best!

I had to call the hospital a couple days ago and left a message for Dr. Taylor's office (he is the doc I see now since Dr. Schram is no longer at that hospital) and said that I needed a doctors note stating that I have to have a bottle of water with me at all times while at work.  Adam, my boss, is trying to do everything by the book now and so since we are not technically supposed to have one with us I need a note.  I received a call back from his secretary Shari who said she would be emailing me the signed note and then I could print it myself.  I am hoping to get it soon.  I should have gotten it yesterday actually, that was when she said she would send it, I am hoping I get it today or tomorrow since I work Saturday.     

Anyway...that is the latest.   More to come soon as always.  :)